i sometimes wonder how it all started, what set it all in motion - i am reading Blake and i find myself in agreement with his ideas on the origins of religion [3] and this leads me to explore the thing further, i find that i must make the break from the religion game and this leads me to throw around for alternatives and it is now that i discover the occult which i find to be much more desirable. i want to get into it in a practical way but i've got no facilities so i throw around for a more accessible mode