and you are very aware of the dangers involved, of how you might lose contact with your lower-drive functioning and spin yourself off into the loop into the twilight regions where your lack of lower-drive functioning results in a unidimensional orbit which as you are aware is self-perpetuating and limitless, with a resultant faulty control; of the nightmare of being out of control when you go through the labyrin-thine forest without sense of purpose or directional instinct in the nightmare.